Is LOVE very hurtful or is LOVE sweet???? Dunno why I feel the drift and being so moodless today. Is everything gonna be ok. GOSH... Words are so hurtful that the person does not even know that it actually hurts? By keeping quite and by walking away is it the only way out or its just escaping and running away from it. After hearing those words and the tone of it makes me hurt and angry as well. Is it me or is it the other party at fault? Why are things turning out this way then... I am feeling so sad today....

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Did nothing much today in the morning and afternoon. Infact, slept till ard 2pm then woke up. Lol... Went over to June's aunt place for MJ last nitez till morning. Hmm... Had been loosing money to them lately, perhaps luck wasn't that gd lately. Think must go and pray a little huh... When Ball and I woke up, we headed to a nearby coffeshop for lunch then BallBall headed home and I went for my Remedial Training at Bedok Camp which will be starting at 4pm. Gosh its so damn far manz... Luckily I spoke to the OC in-charge and got it changed to Maju Camp for my next and the rest of my RT . It was a boring RT today as much of it was the briefing and introductories to individual Training Machines. Well, this is the first time I failed my IPPT due to my elbow injury. Sigh... For the past 8 years, I had no problem with my IPPT, but sad to say that I had failed this time round due to my chin-up station. Oh manz... sure hope that I can pass it by the end of phase 1 of my RT, otherwise have to continue with phase 2 which is so much a pain in my ass. Finished my RT ard 6pm then back to Ball's place for dinner with Aunty Junee, Rhino, Ivan and not forgetting my Ball. Lol... we had mini and simple steamboat, Its was fun and yummy manz. Hope to have that more often. Hahaha, but I didn't eat alot as I wanna loose weight now. Oh ya, when I was at my RT, I took my weight, gosh... I had gained almost 10kg within a year. Damn, I better do something abt it manz. Yiacks, too much of eating and gd foods manz. Must go back for more weight loosing programmes already. Anyone with me?????? After dinner, helped Rhino with some dishes and also helped my dear Ball with folding clothes then back home after that. *YAWNZ* Tired already, gonna sleep now. GD Nitez!!

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After building and putting up all the Computer parts, this is how it looks at its final masterpiece from the inside with the the extensive cable management which I had done to it. Can hardly see cables around isn't it???? Yeah BabY!!!

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Oh my Gosh, finally after the long waiting I had bought my new computer. So damn Happy with it now. Went down to SIM LIM Square last Thursday(23/12/2009) to buy all these individual computer parts. So Happy but also a pain to my Pocket!!! $$$$.... Had spent alot of $$$$ on all these items. After that, spent 2 days on building my computer piece by piece. Finally its done, installed and ready to be used. The computer I bought is considered a very high-end PC. No choice to get all these as it can also facilitate me with my work. Oh manz, my computer is working great now compared to my old Pentium 4 PC which I had been using for the past 8 years already. The speed wise is really a vast difference. So happy with the current SPECs of my Computer. LOLOLOLOL!!!!!

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Yesterday, both Ball & I didn't go to work as we were too tired and had overslept. Lol... Ball went to see a doctor to get her M.C in the morning then went with her mum and Ivan to fetch Zac back home from her mum's friends home. Zac must have missed them so much. Lol... In the afternoon, went over to West Mall to meet up with my dear Balls then had lunch at the food court and went to buy tidbits then back to my place for movie and slack all the way till 5 plus then we Jacky, Ball & I headed down to Jurong Point to meet up with Angel & Cindy for our Japanese Alacarte meal at the Jurong SAFRA which is just opposite of Jurong Point. The food there is not bad and the pricing is resonable too. Each of us ordered a few dishes to share and each paid about 20 dollars. Hahaha... Once again we filled our tummy to the max again. Gosh... If I continue eating like this, I will definately put on more weight. I better start taking note of my weight manz... After dinner, headed down to Jurong Point to look for AXS machine so as to book for a BBQ pit at West Coast Park but there were no available lots for Christmas Eve. *SOBs* Hmm... now we can't think of any programme yet and we must think of one fast as its only 2 days away only....

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Ho! Ho! Ho!.... Merry Christmas!!! in advance everyone!!!

LoL... Back to BLOG once again. Having my December holidays now till the 10th of January. So Happy, and moreover clearing my leave from the 23rd of December till the 31st of December. Happy! Happy! Hahaha... Just got back from our Neiniku's first Genting Adventure Trip from the 18th of Dec till the 20th Dec 2009. The members in the group were, Ball and Me, Tricia & ZiWei, Jacky & Angel, Cindy, Rino, Ivan and June's mum Jenee... Its was fun except for the wet weather that forbidded us to have our Outdoor Theme Park activities. "Sigh", spent 59 Ringit but only played 2 rides. But overall it was a fun trip that all of us had been waiting and looking forward to. I loved the cold wheather there as well, it reminds me of my time spent in Australia previously. ( Definately Australia is much colder at night compared to Genting.) Wow... We kept eating non-stop at Genting till I guess we each put on a couple of Kilos back to Singapore. Food... The food there is not too bad but their services really SUCKs manz... They really have to brush up on that as it's really the "KEY FACTOR" that they seriously lack off. Well some of them even had serious attitude problem. "Sigh" Genting was so damn crowded with people that we actually find it quite difficult to walk around. Even the waiting time for food and ride were very long as well. Oh manz... Next time round, I will never recommend to go up Genting during school Holidays. Overall, all of us had a great time there and I am so looking forward to our next trip together.

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Didn't go to work today and took an MC for the day. Went out very early in the morning to get some of my stuffs done and guess what! ARGUEMENT with my bro Federick in the car while he was sending me to Tanjong Pagar just because I merely mentioned about Josephine. What the Hell manz. His attitude is really getting from bad to worst, can't imagine that I have a brother like that. OMFG!!! Every thing for me today is a disaster, so damn moody. Aruguement in the early morning then rushed like a stupid guy from home to Tanjong Pagar twice and reach home even got scolding from my Dad for just merely telling him whats going on. Later in the late afternoon, went to meet up with Ball, Tricia & Ziwei & Cindy for buying of my new HP (Samsung Omnia 2). But dunno why although I have a new phone in my hands but I do not feel happy at all....

Love is going all wrong... Am I the one at fault or am I just loosing myself slowly. Thinking that Love is ever a great thing to me but to no avail it seems that the persons hatred for me is growing day by day. Every small little things are contributing to the hatred for me day by day. Has love been loosing its sweet moments or the love for me is already starting to die off thats why things is really starting to get out of hand. I am so sadden by the fact that things had to be this way. Have I not done enough of my part or what else can it be??? Love is so sweet the first moment and it can be so hurting the next. Why must things turn out all like that just merely because of a small matter? What will really happen if things turn for the worst??? At this vary moment I am feeling so HURT for the fact that it has become.....

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Haiz.... My work is really driving me crazy manz... So stressed up at work with so many event going on from morning 8am till my end of work. Moreover the events are all back to back. Gosh, all these are driving me crazy manz. So damn tired.... Come to think of it, I only had 10 mins of lunch and back to work again. Wanted to update my blog many times but was feeling too tired when I reached home. Thats why today, despite being freaking tired, had no choice but to update my blog otherwise my in-law Angeline Wong Li Ling and Tricia Tham Shu Fang will keep complaining already. Oh manz, cant wait for all my events to come to an end.

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